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Misery is my loveI wanna make you smile when you are sad, I just wanna grow old with you September 27 well... uh... Iannowell... i have no idea what this blog is going to be about... i'll probably just ramble on and on and on and on and on and on and on... and on. umm... i'm single again. and i got my sights on a few cool girls, you lot know who you are, but a certain friend of mine seems to have a problem with every girl i like.
well thats all...
Bu Bi September 02 Flibbidy Gibbit Well, hello everyone
it has been rather a long time since i left you all a blog. well i'm leaving one now. i hope i don't recieve as much contraversy as i used to get for my blogs. umm... well, yeah... i'm single again. so to all you ladies out there... call me, lol, not really
i was only joking so please put the phone down... no not you, the one over the back there... yup... you... put it away... thank you. well now that fixed that i think i should just ramble on about something... i can't think of a topic to ramble about... thats sad
oh well i guess i better go and to leia, if she reads this, i'd just like to say hello, how you doin? No hard feelings?
Well LATERZ
April 08 I'm December -------------JANUARY----------------- pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. ----------FEBRUARY-------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. -----------------MARCH-------------------- Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days. ------------------APRIL------------------- Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themself and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days. -----------------MAY----------------- Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days. ------------JUNE------------- You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become oneof your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes. ----------------JULY-------------- Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days ------------AUGUST--------------- outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month. ------------SEPTEMBER--------------- Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days. ---------------OCTOBER------------------- Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years. ---------------NOVEMBER-------------------- Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming up sometime this month. ---------------DECEMBER--------------- This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best (Andrea). Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind (Andrea again). Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. March 11 why i don't drinkHey everyone, i'm hear to tell you why i don't drink (Scott, the last time your got drunk, you were found face down in a puddle singing a song about a little goblin) yeah? well the last time you got drunk, seth, you were bashing on my gates at half past two in the morning singing about a girl who possessed something called a "dicky-di-do"
(so?)
see the little goblin, see his little feet, see his little nosey-wose, isn't the goblin sweet?
(ok... well i'll sign off this time. goodbye everyone) March 09 de de diddley dei haven't had much time to update this thing lately coz i haven't had much access to a computer. sorry to all my intent readers and emo haters. look i know you hate emo's but tell me why you hate emo's so much? the genuine one's are really good ppl, trust me i know. but then there are the ppl who give emo's a bad name. i think i should clear things up right now. I'm not emo. i call myself "emo man" coz it sounds weird and i'm all for anything weird wacky and wonderful. fortunately yulia is all three. my dear wife yulia is the most beautiful thing i've ever seen on this planet may be coming down from sydney for my b-day.
well i can't think of anything else so just fight over that for a while
LaTeR February 09 why does no-one acknowledge the point-manif your torso was pierced with the turret of a tank, how long would you expect to live?
three days, the answer is three days goddamit
why does no-one help the pointman?
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why the hell does no-one comment my blogs anymore
BORING PPL
the twisties are out there taking hobos off the street... and eating them
i like climbing trees for apples
i reach up high and pluck them down
and then i eat my apple
someone acknowledge me
i'm in the hot sun
i'm burning in the hot sun
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i see rats
very big rats
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i'm gonna take this shotgun
put it under his chin and blow his fuking head off
well if you green base to get their flag, how come you came back with a fukin blue flag? i mean jesus johnny, what am i supposed to believe here
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what? green team? what the hell do you guys want?
what? johnny? nah he came back with a fukin blue flag. nah i aint shittin ya it's fukin blue, it aint green
yeah? well fuk you too
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help me!! the rats!! they're getting very close now
they're going for the cheese in my pockets
somebody help me!! NOOOOO.....*static*...*cough*...*editor removes cough from static*
February 08 my crazy christmas caroljingle bells
jingle bells
jingle all the way
santa claus shot himself
and christmas went away
February 07 what am i onwell, i'm only updating coz jason is making me do it
he has a gun to my head
i think
it 's either jason with a gun or damian with a banana
either way i'm scared
i can do a magic spell, it sets all everyone within 50 feet alight
i call it "ouch, my toe is on fire"
incase you're wondering, i'm not on drugs
infact, i am on a small island called solstheim which is just north of vvardenfell, morrowind
actually i think i am on drugs after reading through what i just wrote
The roll and the lions maybe because I think I'll wear my beachball fall tomorrow.
hehe
general jar-jar, usin da boomba
meesa no havin da boomba
here, takin dis one
woah
they think i'm woop woop
blah blah blah
yeah yeah yeah
shut the fuk up
woop woop
tacos
no i like burgers better
laterz
woop woop
February 01 midsomer massacreat this very moment i watch kingdom of heaven starring Legolas, Qui-Gon Jinn and lepar king. it is a very good movie from Ridley Scott, who also directed gladiator and alien. i just heard some fat guy say "kill him" that is always a good line be a movie or a video game. over the last couple of days i have enjoyed flaying live victims and hanging their rotting, bloody carcasses from the bill board and street sign all over neonopolis. extra-traresstrial hunters, ex-pornstar gun importers and many other victims makes for a good game. be plasmacaster, wrist blades or maule... just kill 'em. it's all good. i can't think of anything else to write one thing
I Love You Andrea
FIFI
laTERz January 30 The Year Of Dog... it's a real b!tchright...
i'm gonna make this really quick and simple
i love her and she loves me
andrea, i love you
be with me
that's all i had to say
oh and happy new year to all you chinese pplz
(that's right. crappy new year to all you bruce lee's and jackie chan's)
look you. fuk off out of my head now (make me) i can't be bothered fighting with you today
goodbye pplz (smell ya later, all you ladies call me) January 21 The day my foot wouldn't stop twitchingthat day was fukin scary man
scary
scary
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i was scared it was gonna detach itself from my leg and hop away without me (wouldn't be the first time that's happened) what the!?! i thought you were on holidays (i came back early) you little fuker. fuk off !! this is my story (nah, fuk you) that's it!! not listening!! (you're a fat loser and you have body odour) NOT LISTENING!! LA LA LA!! (all your friends hate you! paige is using you) ARE YOU FUKING DEAF!?! I SAID I'M NOT LISTENING YOU DUMB FUK!! SO SHUT THE FUK UP (ok, cocksucker) what was that!?! (nothing) good! now shut the fuk up. as i was saying... it detached itself from my leg and hopped away witout me.
the end
(gee, that was a long story)
shut the fuk up you stupid fuked up alter ego. fuk off and leaveme alone or i'll tell mum!!! (ok, BYe Everybody, catch y'all later)
ok that's the end of this blog
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aww, fuck ya's
LATER January 19 fine then... fuk itok jason
for fuk's sake settle down you wankers
i don't wish i was dead. i just would only care if i died coz of the shit i'd put all my friends and family through
so fuk up
i can't be fuked writin anything else
later
January 06 i got in troublehey pplz
what's happenin? i had my birthday on the 30th of december. it was the wierdest, coolest and most out of the ordinary birthday ever. it started off like a normal day. woke up at 10:00 in the morning walked out in to the kitchen wearing nothing but my jeans and got $15 thrust into my hand while i was getting a drink so i added that $15 to the $10 i found down the earlier that week. had a shower (exciting, i know). when i got out i walked into the kitchen to get another drink, again wearing nothing but my jeans, while my stereo was pumpin with the tunes of the used (mum hates it when i listen to the used - or she just hates me using a subwoofer with my stereo) and i had another $15 trust into my hands by my friend matty. atfer that i just bummed around the house looking for a shirt and trying to perfect my new song (it's better than my old one, it's still about suicide but it's also about love). the clock struck one, not really... it actually struck 4:15pm when mum finally decided to take me to aaron's. i got there and i had to go again. OFF TO DEVONPORT. i never thought it'd end out the way it did. me and aaron got to devonport. we walked for about five mins before we saw none other than emily and "the kirby". i tried whistling but i think emily and kirby were deaf at the time. then emily turned around and saw us. me and kirby met for the first time on the sidewalk up the road from macdonalds. we just said hello and emily pushed her onto me (hey, i'm not complaining. it just seemed a little awkward) . we walked to macdonalds and sat down there for a while. then we decided to go to the movies to watch "Just Like Heaven" (don't look at me like that, it wasn't my choice. kirby jumped on my back and bit me on the neck until i bought her a ticket... i kinda liked being bit, i should've held onto the money for a little while longer). we lost aaron before the movie even started (he went home coz me and him was sposed to go with his dad at 6:30, but i stayed to watch the movie with kirby). after the movie me, kirby and emily went to k-mart and spent the rest of my birthday money (it was only $5) we got some chips, a drink and some chocolate. after we finished the chips and the drink emily put the chocolate in her bag and kirby yelled out "let's go to scott's". hmm... a nice long walk back to latrobe. "we held hands as we crossed the road... all 9 k's of it" emily or kirby came up with that. i only held kirby's hand for about 2 k's of it (only coz i had the insatiable urge to cross the road while cars were coming and they didn't wanna come) when we got to latrobe we all laid down outside the hospital and then decided to go to emily's instead. we nearly got there and i got a call on my mobile for emily, it was emily's mum. she got in trouble andi got to carry kirby all the way home. we got home, i had a fight with my mum for rockin up at home at 2:00 in the morning with a girl in my arms. oh well. me and kirby slept in my room. i couldn't sleep so i watched kirby while she slept. she says some wierd things in her sleep. anyway, i finally got to sleep and woke up at 10:00. i walked out into the kitchen wearing nothing but my jeans. had some cheerios and watched tv for a while. then i decided to go and wake kirby. she rolled over onto her stomach and said "the kirby must sleep" so i laid on top of her and said "nope. not gonna let you sleep" then she got shitty with me. after that we hugged a bit then mum dropped me back at aaron's and that was the last i saw of my beautiful kirby.
well that's it. the red writing in the brackets is my alter ego. he's an idiot (IDIOT? I'LL GIVE YOU IDIOT) oi...i gotta go
LATER December 17 all's fair in love and war...bullshit!!!whoever said that one's first love is bittersweet was wrong...it's just bitter
every love is bitter
i know that a few of you will have a go at me and call me a suicidal freak but i'm actually in a good mood...for once
all's fair in love and war...what a load of crap
in love...you must always give up the one's you love or they ultimately get hurt
in war...get lots of explosives and it's a bit fuking unfair don't you think?
i'll get some shit for this blog no matter what i write so...
hate me, love me i don't care
although i'd much rather that the hot girls love me rather than hate me
oh yeah and leia i heard you and chris are an item, good work
i'm happy for you
well...*coughs* i think ppl should all fall over...
that's the end
BYE
December 04 i'm up for adoptionI'm up for adoption! Here's the rules of My Adoption.... Put in the subject "up for adoption" and see who wants to own you. The first person to leave a message to say "i own you" owns you.. Its that simple... this is how i will die Your death will be suicide....Most likely because people won't except you or love you or because you hate life itself...You have constent thoughts of suicide daily....and you plan when you will. Someday it will happen....You most likely die alone in your house...with nothing but dark music playing. You'll probably write a sucide note and die right by your bed side.... How Will You Die And Why? .:Beautiful Dark Pics:. brought to you by Quizilla December 03 ANNOUNCEMENT!!!Well hello there ppl
hopefully there will be nothing in this blog that will urge anyone to start abusing me for no reason and then to change the topic of discussion to george bush.
well i am now officially opening this space as a forum where you can all express your opinions about whatever you want
now that i have done that i'll probably get even more hate messages from ppl who dislike emo's.
that is your opinion and this forum is here for you to display that opinion for whoever else to read and possibly retaliate against
well that's all for now
LATER November 25 THE LEAVER'S LEFTYesterday was the last day for the grade ten leavers...and i cried like a little girl, until it came time for me to stop crying and start helping andrea stop crying. Although i'll never forget Simone. I love her and will never stop loving her. And she knows that, i also know that she loves me and she'll miss me as much as i miss her. But i'm not sad, i'm happy coz i know i'll see her again.
And Simone if you are reading this...I love you, i have loved you since i first met you.
Right...Back to the Leaver's thingy that happened at the Latrobe Memorial Hall...First, Getting there.
It was a fuking pain in the ass. I had to wait on the round-about for five minutes becoz of the stupid fuking trucks
Second, Finding a spot from which i could see the leaver's
it was hard but i managed and it was sure worth it...
...I saw her...Simone...She looked like a goddess, she was so beautiful and she looked straight at me and shot me a smile.
Sorry to everyone if i sound obsessive but i've loved her for three years.
And i know that she feels the same way about me.
to end this crazy blog..
I LOVE HER
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER
AND I WILL MISS HER UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN
LATER November 22 ok then...here you gowell apparently my blogs are popular coz pple like to insult me and i like to read the insults and laugh my fuking head off
HA HA HA HA HA
you guys (and girls) are really funny
especially when you completely disregard the actual topic and just fight about something totally irrelevant
keep making me laugh
and in case you haven't read...i'm not emo any more
now i'm trying to find a different group that suits me
LATER November 19 i got news for youwell
to all the ppl who think ppl who are depressed do it on purpose to get attention, i've got news for you
ppl can't help being depressed
there is a chemical that is produced in your brain that keeps you relatively happy, but when you get depressed that chemical just stops being produced
and even if you say "get over it" or "just cheer up" depressed people can't
they can't help being depressed, it's just the chemicals not being produced and they just can't stay happy
you understand, i can't help being depressed, it's not my fault
so what do you ppl say about that
just so you all know i was found yesterday somewhere near triabunna and brought back home
so get fuked
LATER
November 18 yes...it's trueIn case you were wondering
yes
i did run away last night, the 17th of november 2005
i'm in hobart at the moment
leia and emily drove me to do this
i'm going to start a new life
i don't want anymore emotional problems that they cause when they screw wit my head
to all the ppl at Latrobe High
Goodbye forever
Later
November 16 just a bunch of stuffhey ppls
apparently it was either an athsma or anxiety attack
but i'm over it now
although ppl are still telling me to go see a doctor
i don't like doctors
anyways
i'm going to kirby's this weekend *yay* so i might not be able to talk to all my little friends
so if you wanna talk really badly i can't help you out
sorry
LATER November 12 Is there a doctor in the house???well ppl,
i am scared sh!tless coz something just happened to me and it hurt, i think i might have some sort of disease
i'm just wondering if anyone can help me out and tell me what happened
the symptoms are:
i couldn't breathe
i went all cold
i couldn't get myself off the ground(yes i was on the ground)
i was coughing and couldn't stop
i started to sweat
if anyone knows anything pleez help me coz i'm not joking this happened to me probably ten minutes ago
and i am scared SH!TLESS
i hope someone can help
LATER can someone give me some advice pleezlately it's been hard to be happy
i try, i do, i try everything
sleeping, chocolate, eating, playing games
none of it seems to work
and i'm so fuking confused
i also fuked up leia's life
apparently i made her have to see a psych coz of some of the emails i sent her
Leia, i'm so fuking sorry
this is my official apology
i just need some more methods of being happy coz i've run out
LATER November 11 THIS IS THE LAST ONE...I SWEAR Your thoughts are in my head and i'm starting to choke on every word u said. Like this was my decision and i got what i was wishing So toss down a flower and say a prayer Aren't you glad I'm no longer existant down there? You took a breath I closed my eyes You said "just write" I said "don't lie" What's underneath this mask you wear? Is it what killed me to find out? your words were nothing but air! just for you leah, i'll write this in blood |
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